for everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else.

don't you ever stop to think how much you've changed? just think back years ago. when you were a little girl. when you were "daddy's little girl". when you went to the park and your mom would push you screaming to go higher on the swings. when you wore anything your mom bought you. when you played dress up and pretended to be a princess. when you made your dad carry you when you were tired. then you think. you're not daddy's little girl anymore. you dont let your mom come to the park with you anymore bcause you feel "embarresed". you now got rid of all your barbie dolls and replaced them with laptop + handphone. and many more changes that occur in you.
what happend to the little girl i once was?

just nothing (•̯͡.•̯͡)

not everyday is a good day. you may feel like hell and some you may feel like nothing could be worse. keep your head up, because someday you will have your day. it could be tomorrow or the next day but that day will come, and it will be the best day of your life, just wait. trust me☺

♥Random Quotes♥

dear blogpals,
today i'll give you some random quotes.
*my favorite quotes exactly, but thats not mine. i copy it from some websites, enj♥y !

how can you forget someone, who gave you so much to remember?

true friends tells you the truth though it hurts. tells you that you messed up, but then never leaves you alone

if everything seems negative, we'll find a way not to be part of them

the thing I love most about you is when you haven't done nothing yet, but still.. you make me smile

i set standards for someone I'd like, but I forgot that God already planned everything that's best for me

sometimes, the only thing left to do is to cry and yet be strong, when there's nothing else to hold on

i'm waiting for the day you will tell me that you love me. but that day will never comes

those are moments in my life that I'll always remember. not because they were important, but you were there.

good friends share everything, talk everything, even the unspoken ones

moving on doesn't mean forgetting. it means you choose happiness over hurt

i am not bitter. i am just unsweetened

how I'm I supposed to take you out of my mind, if you always do the exact opposite of what I expect out of you?

when my head spinnin' around

and those days when you feel like crap, and all you want to do is cry? those are the days that you should put a big smile on your face, and pretend you're happy. those are the days you should hide your feelings, and pretend its all okay. those are the days you should act like the person you used to be

a sweet confession..

I want a hug!
like one of those pick-me-up-off-my-feet-squeeze-me-tight-hurts-my-tummy-but-makes-me-smile-leaves-me-breathless-gives-me-so-many-butterflies-it-makes-me-laugh kind of hug

P.S : dear someone, A BIG HUG for you! {}

SR

life is hard, but it ain't impossible ♥

There is always that one mistake you make, but you don't realize you've made it until it's too late. And you wish with all your heart that you could go back and fix it but you can't, that you could take back whatever you did or said, that you could just change everything. But, of course, life doesn't work like that.

choose the best one for you!

- you can drop it and act like it never happened (even though it did)

- you can try to smooth things over (even if it won't do much)

- you can live with the mistake and let it hurt you for a while (you can eventually let it go)

- you can just not make the mistake in the first place. (This always works, but it's hard to avoid)

I personally love the last choice. And it's what I always try to do. But I'm not perfect, so of course I have the horrible moment when I make a really bad mistake and wish with all my heart that I could change it but I can't. I tend to try to work with the second choice in the event that I have a problem.
And for all the people who make mistakes, i suggest using choice two when choice 4 doesn't work.
And the mistake doesn't always mean hurting the person you're with.
It could be mistaking what your feelings for them are . There it is.

SR

friends. one word with thousand meanings ☺

FRIENDS, a simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch your heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs and smiles. You're tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thing in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life

♥ Justin Bieber - baby

Ohh wooaahhh, Ohh wooaahhh, Ohh wooaahhh

You know you love me
I know you care
Just shout whenever,
And I'll be there
You want my love
You want my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart

Are we an item?
Girl quit playin'
We're just friends,
What are you sayin'?
Said there's another as you look right in my eyes
My first love, broke my heart for the first time

And I was like
Baby, baby, baby ooh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Oh oh For you, I would have done whatever
And I just can't believe we ain't together
And I wanna play it cool
But I'm losin' you
I'll buy you anything
I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm in pieces
Baby fix me
And just shake me till you wake me from this bad dream
I'm goin down, down, down, down
And I just can't believe my first love won't be around

And I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

(Luda)
When I was 13, I had my first love
There was nobody compared to my baby
And nobody came between us, no one could ever come above
She had me going crazy, oh I was star-struck,
She woke me up daily, don't need no Starbucks (Woo!)
She made my heart pound, I skip a beat when I see her in the street
And at school on the playground but I really wanna see her on the weekend
She knows she got me dazing cuz she was so amazing
And now my heart is breaking but I just keep on saying...

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Baby, baby, baby ohhh
Like
Baby, baby, baby, noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I though you'd always be mine (mine)

I'm gone
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeahhh
Now I'm all gone
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeahhh
Now I'm all gone
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeahhh
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone
I'm gone










I ♥ this song, lovvyou Justin!

SR

my best CHAIRMATE (!)

dear blogpals!
today, i'll tell you about my chairmate in SMANSA grade ten f.
i've told you in my previous post that i've an amazing chairmate named

YOHANA MARGARETHA



she's kinda sweet, isn't she? ;;)
ya. first time i met her, i dont know everything about her.
because we're not from same junior high school.
when Mr. Mohardi asked her to moved seat with my ex-chairmate Sarah Adr, she sat next to me.
my first impression, she was a quiet girl. totally different with me who loves to talk all the time, oops. i mean gossip :)
but over the time, i found her real personality, not much different with me, she like to talk all the time too, then we tried to share our 'private story'. i told her about my bestfriend, she also told me about her besties. and sometimes we talked in the middle of math lesson.
we both really hate MATH *_*
but we really love english !

i'm happy cause i've had a great chairmate like her.
she's funny, kind, sweet, beauty, and always beside me when i'm in trouble.
yeah, that's all about her. i'm gonna have my lunch, so .. ciao guys! :)

SR

my BEST classmates

hello blogpals,
today is so .. sweet,
yeah thanks god it's friday :)
by the way, i'll tell you about my greatest classmates in my school, smansa.
i was placed in grade TEN F .
Or we called "RELIEF" (Remarkable Inhabitant Ten F)

when i first met them, i thought they were .. emh, ya.. i dunno.
but i felt so quiet. really different with my old school, kartini jhs.
yeah, its really really different.

i've tried my best to made friends with them,
sooner, i just knew that in this class had too many groups,
but i love to know them. they're fun !
this class had 37 students including me.
and my chairmate is YOHANA MARGARETHA.
She's kind and sweet, and i love her :)

i also have many awesome friends,
they're ; Adita, Rahma, Tara, Rori, Nurul, Mala, Yana, Ayu.

ya. in next post i'll tell you about them,
catch ya later blogworld !

love
SR