when my head spinnin' around

and those days when you feel like crap, and all you want to do is cry? those are the days that you should put a big smile on your face, and pretend you're happy. those are the days you should hide your feelings, and pretend its all okay. those are the days you should act like the person you used to be

a sweet confession..

I want a hug!
like one of those pick-me-up-off-my-feet-squeeze-me-tight-hurts-my-tummy-but-makes-me-smile-leaves-me-breathless-gives-me-so-many-butterflies-it-makes-me-laugh kind of hug

P.S : dear someone, A BIG HUG for you! {}

SR

life is hard, but it ain't impossible ♥

There is always that one mistake you make, but you don't realize you've made it until it's too late. And you wish with all your heart that you could go back and fix it but you can't, that you could take back whatever you did or said, that you could just change everything. But, of course, life doesn't work like that.

choose the best one for you!

- you can drop it and act like it never happened (even though it did)

- you can try to smooth things over (even if it won't do much)

- you can live with the mistake and let it hurt you for a while (you can eventually let it go)

- you can just not make the mistake in the first place. (This always works, but it's hard to avoid)

I personally love the last choice. And it's what I always try to do. But I'm not perfect, so of course I have the horrible moment when I make a really bad mistake and wish with all my heart that I could change it but I can't. I tend to try to work with the second choice in the event that I have a problem.
And for all the people who make mistakes, i suggest using choice two when choice 4 doesn't work.
And the mistake doesn't always mean hurting the person you're with.
It could be mistaking what your feelings for them are . There it is.

SR

friends. one word with thousand meanings ☺

FRIENDS, a simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch your heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs and smiles. You're tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thing in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life

♥ Justin Bieber - baby

Ohh wooaahhh, Ohh wooaahhh, Ohh wooaahhh

You know you love me
I know you care
Just shout whenever,
And I'll be there
You want my love
You want my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart

Are we an item?
Girl quit playin'
We're just friends,
What are you sayin'?
Said there's another as you look right in my eyes
My first love, broke my heart for the first time

And I was like
Baby, baby, baby ooh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Oh oh For you, I would have done whatever
And I just can't believe we ain't together
And I wanna play it cool
But I'm losin' you
I'll buy you anything
I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm in pieces
Baby fix me
And just shake me till you wake me from this bad dream
I'm goin down, down, down, down
And I just can't believe my first love won't be around

And I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

(Luda)
When I was 13, I had my first love
There was nobody compared to my baby
And nobody came between us, no one could ever come above
She had me going crazy, oh I was star-struck,
She woke me up daily, don't need no Starbucks (Woo!)
She made my heart pound, I skip a beat when I see her in the street
And at school on the playground but I really wanna see her on the weekend
She knows she got me dazing cuz she was so amazing
And now my heart is breaking but I just keep on saying...

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Baby, baby, baby ohhh
Like
Baby, baby, baby, noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I though you'd always be mine (mine)

I'm gone
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeahhh
Now I'm all gone
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeahhh
Now I'm all gone
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeahhh
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone
I'm gone










I ♥ this song, lovvyou Justin!

SR

my best CHAIRMATE (!)

dear blogpals!
today, i'll tell you about my chairmate in SMANSA grade ten f.
i've told you in my previous post that i've an amazing chairmate named

YOHANA MARGARETHA



she's kinda sweet, isn't she? ;;)
ya. first time i met her, i dont know everything about her.
because we're not from same junior high school.
when Mr. Mohardi asked her to moved seat with my ex-chairmate Sarah Adr, she sat next to me.
my first impression, she was a quiet girl. totally different with me who loves to talk all the time, oops. i mean gossip :)
but over the time, i found her real personality, not much different with me, she like to talk all the time too, then we tried to share our 'private story'. i told her about my bestfriend, she also told me about her besties. and sometimes we talked in the middle of math lesson.
we both really hate MATH *_*
but we really love english !

i'm happy cause i've had a great chairmate like her.
she's funny, kind, sweet, beauty, and always beside me when i'm in trouble.
yeah, that's all about her. i'm gonna have my lunch, so .. ciao guys! :)

SR

my BEST classmates

hello blogpals,
today is so .. sweet,
yeah thanks god it's friday :)
by the way, i'll tell you about my greatest classmates in my school, smansa.
i was placed in grade TEN F .
Or we called "RELIEF" (Remarkable Inhabitant Ten F)

when i first met them, i thought they were .. emh, ya.. i dunno.
but i felt so quiet. really different with my old school, kartini jhs.
yeah, its really really different.

i've tried my best to made friends with them,
sooner, i just knew that in this class had too many groups,
but i love to know them. they're fun !
this class had 37 students including me.
and my chairmate is YOHANA MARGARETHA.
She's kind and sweet, and i love her :)

i also have many awesome friends,
they're ; Adita, Rahma, Tara, Rori, Nurul, Mala, Yana, Ayu.

ya. in next post i'll tell you about them,
catch ya later blogworld !

love
SR

JB - One Less Lonely Girl

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
How many I told you's
And start overs and shoulders
Have you cried on before

How many promises be honest girl
How many tears you let hit the floor
How many bags you packed
Just to take 'em back, tell me that
How many either or's

But no more,
If you let me inside of your world
There'd be one less lonely girl

Oh I saw so many pretty faces
Before I saw you, you
Now all I see is you

Don't need these other pretty faces
'Cause when your mine in the world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what your worth
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
Christmas wasn't merry, 14th of February
Not one of them spent with you

How many dinner dates, set dinner plates
And he didn't even touch his food
How many torn photographs are you taping back
Tell me that you couldn't see an open door

But no more,
If you let me inside of your world

I can fix up your broken heart
I can give you a brand new start
I can make you believe,
I just wanna set one girl free to fall

She's free to fall
With me
My hearts locked and nowhere to get the key
I'l take her and leave this world
With one less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl

i ♥ Justin Bieber !

SR

love (?)

well, postingan gue kali ini temanya 'falling in love'
ya i dont know exactly what happened with my feeling now,
i just feels like anything looks more fun, everything run smoothly,
i like to smile wherever i am after i had a conversation with him or even just saw him for a second and i always keep smiling after i heard his name.
is it falling in love?
okay, we called it love.

gue ga tau kenapa jadi aneh belakangan ini,
tanda-tanda yang paling keliatan ya satu ;
suka senyam-senyum sendiri
horor ya =__=

kayanya baru kemaren2 gue mellow abis malah hampir emo deh.
sekarang malah jadi super centil.
itu sejak gue ketemu dia kali ya,
ih apasih.

pokonya mau falling in love ato apalah itu namanya,
gue ga boleh kecewa lagi.
buat apa mikirin orang yang cuek & ga mikirin kita?
cukup deh yang satu itu. haha
it was wasting my precious time.
he doesn't know that i get stronger everytime he hurt me :(
enough.

it's better to be with no one than to be with the wrong one,

okay i love him, but it doesn't mean that i can wait for him forever.
there's still plenty of fish in the sea to catch !
right? (y)

so, happy finding your 'right one' sweetheart :)


love!
SR

twitter !

hello people !
long time no post,
again -
miss me? :)

wohoo i miss ya so bad for sure !

gue kali ini pngen ngebahas soal twitter,
ya. ini dia kenapa gue jadi jarang ngepost blog lagi.
gara-gara twitter .

FYI, skarang emang lagi gaul-gaulnya anak gaul buat account twitter, oops .. gue bukan anak gaul. tapi gue lumayan sering update status di twitter.
menurut gue praktis sih microblogging gitu, kadang kalo di blog kan suka keabisan ide mau share apaan, tapi twitter yg hanya dibatesin sama 140 karakter serasa lebih simple, diary pribadi gitulah istilah lainnya.

gue sih udah lumayan lama buat account itu, dan itu sama sekali bukan gara2 ngikut trend.
sekarang karna di facebook udah banyakan "fake account" daripada "real account" nya, gue jadi males aja.
dulunya ngesearch temen lama gampang banget, masukin nama asli itu orang, ketemu accountnya, add as friend, kalo udah di accept tinggal wall aja. sekarang?
ohmy..
nama asli udah bnyakan di ubah2 lah.
contoh : "nie cayank dya" ato "ndhi cullenz"
oh god. menurut gue itu nyampah banget. apalagi akhir2 ini banyak yg ngirim ucapan2 ato gambar2 yg jujur menurut gue 'ngeganggu'
profile gue aja isinya penuh banget sama gift2 itu sampe wall dari orang ga keliatan lagi.
nyebelin.

belom lagi sekarang facebook udah jadi ajang 'nyari gossip'
yang relationship ama siapa lah, wall to wall ama siapa, status nyindir2, sampe2 siblings aja bikin berantem.
ampuuuuuuun --'

ga abis pikir deh gue, ada aja ya tempat buat nyari masalah.
gue denger ada juga yang diculik sama temen facebooknya.
dunia emang udah kebalik ya. semua disalah gunain. ckck

gue pribadi sih ga mau online facebook lagi karena emang ada something.
private sih jadi ga bisa gue tulis. yg jelas facebook emang sumber masalah sekarang.

back to the twitter, karna di handphone gue juga ada aplikasi buat twitteran (ubertwitter) so it's easy for me to update status anytime, anywhere .

anyway follow gue di twitter ya ; www.twitter.com/sarryrahmayati

xoxo-
mwach !